Oh boy. Lately has been horrible.
I'm depressed again, so waking up is a bother, I'm almost always close to tears about everything. And why? You ask? Because of a God damn relationship.

I've come to a conclusion that relationships ruin everything, even if you aren't in one, unrequited love is also a thing I'm suffering through. Almost every time I see a boyfriend and girlfriend together, or anything with or concerning love or even LIKE I get so fucking sad.

I'm only writing to you because Blue Kaffee is down.


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